you know the one that we prefer to ignore because we don’t want to deal with the reason for that check? I have had a check in my spirit for weeks now and I have not wanted to follow it, look into it. I would much rather stick my head in the sand and pretend that everything is fine. I hate looking into things. I rarely find what I want to find and most often I find exactly what I have a check about!
I hate being lied to, I hate trusting and finding out that trust was not respected. I am rather angry right now, I will have to forgive and deal with this. I need direction from the Lord.