I HAVE HAD IT! We are out of toner, it is my fault, we are out of paper, that too is my fault, we are out of dividers for the charts, yes, you guessed it! That  is my fault! Now if I were the office manager and the one responsible for making sure that the supplies are there it would be one thing but I am NOT the office manager, I am an underpaid receptionist taking the blame for someone elses disorganization.

I don’t drink, but this office staff could cause a lesser woman to run to the bottle! My frustration with things right now is over the top and I don’t know what to believe. She lies to everyone! Me, the doctors, the patients. If it makes her look good she will lie about what is going on, blame others for her own mistakes without any remorse. I know this because I have seen and heard her lie to just about everyone in the office at one point or another. I know she is lying about me, and I wonder if she is going to be able to turn the doctors against me. All that said I do know that the Lord is my defense and that no one is going to be able to do anything to me accept what is allowed by Him! He is more interested in my character then my comfort I know all to well. But as my charater is being built I am getting tired of being treated like I am treated on a regular basis. So if you think of me please send up a prayer that I will remain faithful and not turn to booze or worse!!!!